February 25th: Class Commentary

Regarding my project. I felt like I didn't get my point about my project across. I felt rushed with it. Even though I had continually worked on this project for a couple of weeks. I wish I could have shotthe video. It would have tied everything together more. Now that I look back at the project...I feel that the mechanized head would have been enough alone. And it would have been really cool to make the piece light up with the "idea" bulb. I think I may do the video for this next project. Just make it a continuation. I'll have more time to shoot everything and plan it out. I have a big heart. I am guided by my feelings alot. And love is one of those feelings that really affects me. It consumes me. I have a deep passion for those people I love and those that I have loved. And it clouds my head. I think that is one reason my mind is constantly ticking. It is a constant struggle. I'm not thinking about shcoolwork all the time. And when I'm not thinking about schoolwork, I'm fighting through that cloudyness created by my feelings, my emotions. I'm trying to find clarity. The light of day. That is why I titled the piece Mechanized Thought governed by a Heart of Gold. It will be interesting to see what my next phase of this project is.